Saturday, February 19, 2005

Do Torpe Girls Finish Last?

I have a brother. We’re so sweet that his then-girlfriend’s friend thought that we’re a couple. Hahaha. Most of my cousins are guys. I hang out with them sometimes. So, I’ve been surrounded by Martians since childhood. Why, then, do I have trouble interacting with the male specie? I find it hard to warm up to them. I usually come across as a snob which I’m so not. I become too shy, stiff and self-conscious when I’m around guys. I don’t know how to act. I don’t know how to carry on a sensible and blooper-free conversation with them. Lucky me ‘coz I have guy friends who can put up with this, um, weird facet of my personality. This has always baffled me. I am torpe. I also get drawn to torpe guys. What’s the problem with me? I dunno.

I could have spoken
I could have shown
The feelings I’ve kept from you
The feelings I’ve known
But I had to hold back
‘Coz somehow I felt
You aren’t ready yet
And I think I’m just a friend
I patiently waited
I hoped and prayed
That He would give me a sign
Am I waiting in vain?
Now I’m confused
Should I stay or should I go?
I think I’ve found my The One
But we’ve only just begun…

“The things we want are the things that speak to us. Understand us. Reveal us. And when we find it, we know. We just know.” --- THESAK.COM


buddy said...

Hmm.. nice poem.. wonder who is it for? haha.

littlerascal said...

Hahaha. It's just one lousy poem I made one lousy Friday night...

buddy said...

oh cmon... hahaha